I lay restless through the night feeling unnerved. My body and mind were up all night even past dawn. I finally got out of bed aimlessly, tripping over my own feet. My head pounding with my heart as I feel a sense of dread wash over me. I feel my head reel as I stumble to the kitchen grazing my eyes on the grocery list for the week. Then I got side tracked and picked up the journal I gifted to Lily and started to read it.

May 19th,1972